Today is probably the worst day of the year thus far!

School was horrible.
The results are excruciating and unimaginable.
Marks I thought I would never attain.
I was,
Flabbergasted,
Traumatized,
Surprised,
Disappointed,
Disheartened!


I failed my physics.
You know that when you are a physics teacher's son, it would be utterly embarrassing and disgracing to fail that subject.
But, I failed.
So what am I gonna do?
Kill myself? So not worth it.

Don't even mention my two best subjects, geog and bio.
Disappointing.

So, on the bus trip home, I was contemplating on how to break the disgusting news to my parents. How they would react. And what would I do.

This is so depressing and ergh-ing!

I hate/envy people like Zhi Yang who never study and gets super high marks.
I hate/envy people like Kendrick who gets super high marks and yet want to ask for more.
I hate/envy people like them who boasts about their high marks.
I hate/envy people like Zehang who are naturally clever and get super high marks.
I hate/envy people like Helen who get super high marks and yet, still not satisfied and try to act modest.

I HATE myself for not getting super high marks and make others hate and envy me!
I just hate it.

This has got to be the worst results I have ever gotten.

Sorry if if this post is too depressing but, I needed a medium to splash my thoughts at.

Now, let me go drown myself in the sorrow I have created for me.

Cheers.

Oh wait, I have homework. Dang.