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Saturday, May 13, 2006

hey people.. ive been feeling miserable lately eventhough the exams are comming to an end! its just been so hectic the past few days especially today! my father wont allow me to use the computer( im using secretly now!) because i still have biology left! but i didnt study anyways! and my mother keeps telling me to clean up my room and put away my books.."kemas bukunya la! tengok TVje ibu tak nak rumah dier serak lah! pergi ambik plastic bag kau pergi kemas bilik kau pastu letak buku2 kat bilik"(in english it means, go clean your books. Only know how to watch TV. I do not want the house to be in a mess! go take a plastic bag and go clean your room and then put your books in your room!) and i would argue"tapi exam belum abislah! lagipun macam mana nak belaja kat bilik?! takde TV?( but the exams are still not over and how am i supposed to study in my room? there's no TV1)" and she would reply"TV, TV aje ingat!( only think of TV only!" Hey i hardly go to my room man! i spent half my life outside my room! sometimes i sleep on the sofa!!

okay firstly let me state my 3 simple conditions for studying! first i should have a carpet floor or a soft floor wadeva as long as its soft! next a table but i prefer doing work on the floor and lying down! lastly a TV n front of me to keep me AWAKE!!! eversince i started doing this in sec2, my grades have been improving and i want to carry on that way! i know im not the smartest in the family but thats my life! i want to be stupid thats my poblem! i cant never beat my sisters who are in the well known schools like NJC and NUS and im like in KSS?? u dont even know what KSS is!! BUT SERIOUSLY I DONT CARE!!! god!

okay so i am not allow to study until icleaned my room but then a few minute later my father will tell me to study and i would say, ask my mother! then my mother asks me to clean then my father asks my to study! and im basically sitting on the fence not knowing what to do!

today my mother is so NOISY!!! even my father could not tkae it! she was practically shouting here and there and here and there again and agian!!! i could go deaf!!!!! idunno what got into her today!!!

okay sorry about my shit life but anyways, i while i was so called cleaning, i stumbled upon my sec1(or is it sec2 cant remb) sketchbook! and there was this art test and i scored 77/75 yes 77/75 not a typo!! while i was reading my ans, i cant believe i had studied for the test( i know alot of people didnt!) and i cant believe i wrote that! i mean i dont understand a single thing i read!!! seriously! i was really into art that time and for the art exam i put in alot of effort and got a mere 74!! i was expecting at least an A1 while the rest got 80 marks over! i was near to tears man!! so sad i guess when you are so close you feel sad!!!damn!! so anyways, i scanned in my answers! i doubt you would understand a thing!! click to enlarge!















tata! i added a comments tag btw!

mammar hey 4:01 PM