change

life has eally been so hectic! no time for bloody hmwk, no time for the computer. have been comming home late and sleeping through till the next day! feeling pissed right now! dance is on my nerves and music tech is killing me. YE is unbelievably making me gain white hair!

i hate changes. its so freaking moronic! yes it may be good but most of the time, i hate it!!

year 2004
-sec1
-innocent freak
-nerd
-antisocial
-lazy
-stupid
-big heavy bags
-ugly hair!
-bloody sucker
-silent

year 2005
-sec2
-not so innocent
-not so nerd
-not quite antisocial
-much more hardworking(was studying my ass off k?!)
-still stupid and blur
-keep singing in class
-keep talking
-nothing better to do
-nicer and smaller bag
-nicer and spikier hair( the day i spiked my hair, everyone was so freaking shocked can!? they thought i was this shit nerd and when i spiked and gel my hair, thy were like shocked?! haha u dont know me yet!)
-lamer!

year 2006
-sec3
-slacking
-busier
-busier
-busier
-lazy
-no more innocent
-no more nerd freak( still left abit of the nerd traits tho. lol)
-extremely socialable!!( i will say hi to anyone! come come!)
-cannot stop irritaiting ppl
-sing sing sing
-keep talking like its the end of the world!
-lovely bag
-beatiful hair!

ok so change is mostly good! so slap me for being pessimistic! im dying to go out to watch a movie or something! i want to go shop for clothes can?! i have not a single nice fitting clothes to wear plus i need to purchase black pants! i want to go town someday! so fun can? with friends of course! but my parents being parents will nvr let me go off to town! feel so caged. wtfish!!

anyhoo, so long and gdnight!